Is It Normal?

Today I took an afternoon nap. When I woke up and was still lying on the bed, I can felt that my heart was pounding very hard. I can actually felt and heard my own heart beats. The heart beats were really fast and strong. So I was kind of scared. Fortunately, roughly after a minute or two, my heart rate became normal.Well, this is the first time I have this kind of experience. Therefore, it kept me wondering why did it happen, was it normal and was I dreaming. But I am quite sure that I was not dreaming and in fact, at that moment, I also had these weird feelings of sad and not wanting to wake up for the rest of my life. Was I depressed? Was I suicidal? I have no idea.

What ever it is, all the feelings disappeared together with the extremely fast and strong heart beats. Moreover, I feel normal physically and emotionally right now. So I should just forget about it.

By the way, no rice for me for the whole day. Fried noodles plus an egg for brunch and barley for dinner. I am a naughty girl. My mom would be scolding me if she knows. But what to do? I am in Kelantan. Never mind, I will get proper food for tomorrow's meals then. ^_^

No Fish Curry For Life

I was given the recipe of fish curry in my 4th lab practical. I was shocked and was like, "Oh my goodness, I have to cook fish curry? Ewe, I hate fish. They are fishy !!!" So I had this thought, "I shall let my group members to handle the fish and I shall help them out with the cooking of the curry herbs and spices. How smart am I.. Haha."

I did as I planned. I went to take the ingredients needed for the dish and also the utensils needed while my two other group members handled the fish. Then I started cooking the curry by putting in the herbs and spices. After a while, I can smell the strong aroma of the herbs and spices.

To cut the story short, our group managed to prepare the fish curry. After that, it was my English class. So we walked out of the lab and headed towards the classroom. Once we got out of the lab, we can smell the strong odour of the curry herbs and spices on our whole body from top to toe. The smell was on our hair, clothes, bag and practically everything that belonged to us. I have to say we stink ! The odour was horrible. I do not know how to describe the smell. In short, I can only think of the word "evil". The odour gave me the feeling of evil. Well, you must be thinking that I am crazy but I really really really hate the smell.

After English class, I went back to my room and immediately took a shower. I washed my hair with lots of shampoo and I used a lot of hair conditioner too. I also washed my body with lots of body soap. However, after the shower, I can still smell the curry odour on my hair. So I put more hair serum compared to usual but to no avail. Other than that, my apron, cap, kitchen towel, school bag, pencil and even my papers also had the odour.

I felt nauseous when I smell the odour. In the end, the odour on my things only went away after a week. I told myself I will never eat fish curry for the rest of my life. I have a good reason simply because I cannot stand the smell of fish curry anymore. Yesteday afternoon, I passed by the back of my cafeteria when I was on my way to lecture. Guess what? I smell fish curry. The people was cooking fish curry in the cafeteria kitchen. I instantly had this fear of the odour and I feel sick. I think I am phobia to the smell of fish curry. So strictly NO MORE FISH CURRY !!!