What is Wrong with Me ?!!

Today, I only have two hours of lecture in the morning. After lecture, I went to the cafeteria to pack my lunch. Then, I walked back to my room. I washed my clothes after eating lunch. I was telling myself that I must finish going through one notes before going for a nap.

I sat down with my notes for one hour but I did not even manage to read through ten slides. I could not keep my eyes opened anymore. Therefore, I put down the notes and climbed up my bed. I dozed off within minutes.

I slept for two hours plus. I felt even more tired after sleeping. I do not know what is wrong with me. Normally, I feel refreshed after resting and sleeping. Not only do I feel tired, I also feel moody. I do not feel like doing anything.

I sat down again with my notes after dinner. It is 10.30pm now and I have finally manged to finish reading one notes. Oh my goodness, I do not know what has happened to me. I spent the whole day studying one notes only.

I guess maybe I am not used to the life here after going back home for two weeks. Or maybe it is because of the upcoming examinations, the assignments with their deadlines approaching and also the activities I am involved in. Maybe I just miss spending time with my best friend - television. I really miss the times where I sit on a sofa infront of the television watching movies, drama, or entertainment shows. I feel so comfortable and so... I do not know how to describe the feelings. Now, I can only sit down on a hard chair infront of my laptop.

I am listening to the song - "Home" by Michael Buble. Well, the lyrics really match my feelings right now.

"Home"

Another summer day

Has come and gone away

In Paris and Rome

But I wanna go home

Mmmmmmmm

May be surrounded by

A million people I

Still feel all alone

I just wanna go home

Oh, I miss you, you know

And I've been keeping all the letters that I wrote to you

Each one a line or two
"I'm fine baby, how are you?"

Well I would send them but I know that it's just not enough

My words were cold and flat

And you deserve more than that

Another aeroplane

Another sunny place

I'm lucky, I know

But I wanna go home

Mmmm, I've got to go home

Let me go home

I'm just too far from where you are

I wanna come home

And I feel just like I'm living someone else's life

It's like I just stepped outside

When everything was going right

And I know just why you could not come along with me

'Cause this was not your dream

But you have always believed in me

Another winter day has come

And gone away

In even Paris and Rome

And I wanna go home

Let me go home

And I'm surrounded by

A million people I

Still fell all alone

Oh, let me go home

Oh, I miss you, you know

Let me go home

I've had my run

Baby, I'm done

I gotta go home

Let me go home

It will all be all right

I'll be home tonight

I'm coming back home