Finding myself

Finding myself
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Thursday, February 3, 2011

Is Life Easy?

My question of the day: Is Life Easy? Or Is It Hard?

Maybe you are wondering what do I meant by the phrase above. What I meant is: do you think that life is easy as in some people do not face much difficulties in life or even if they do, they can solve them easily without much hassles.

I had some thinkings today. Very often, we thought that others are having an easy life. But the truth is: We cannot see the whole picture of other people's life. They do have their own problems and they face challenges in lfe too. It is just that they do not go everywhere to tell everyone about their matters.

Therefore, no one's life is easy. The difference is the method these people used to solve their problems. We can stay put, and continue to blame @#$% for the hard situations we are in and keep thinking why is it not fair that other people do not face these; or we can choose to start thinking of ways to resolve the problems. Choices are in our hands. We can make our own life easy or hard !

Saturday, January 29, 2011

What a "CNY Break" !!!

Counting until this very moment, I have been home for 47 hours and 30 minutes. As far as I can remember, I have been busy calculating calories, protein, fat, carbohydrate, calcium and ... intakes.

However, I did spend some time with my family as well. Erm... What did we do? We managed to go to Giant to get some promotional butter blocks last night. We had breakfast at the coffee shop, sent my bro to work, went to the clinic, and went to the shop to get some prayer stuffs this morning. After that, we fried a lot a lot of prawn crackers and crispy rolls in the afternoon. Finally, we had an early dinner at the state. Talking about my early dinner, I do feel hungry right now. Well, I guess this is normal as it has been more than 3 hours since I last eaten. Hmmm... I shall go find something to munch after putting up this post.

Haha. Mom and dad said maybe we should go out to Tesco later after mom finish baking her chocolate chips cookies. So I guess maybe I will be going to Tesco at 11.00pm later???

Oh my, I really do not feel that I am having my CNY break now. Life is so busy ! But what to do? I have a CA and a lot of reports to hand in after this break. So I guess I have no choice. Therefore, bye bye ! I shall go find food to relieve my hunger first ! =)

Thursday, January 20, 2011

I am sorry...

I have abandoned my blog for quite some time. I do not even remember when was the last time writing a post. I do not know why but I just do not feel like writing any new posts for the past few weeks. Could it be I am back in this un******** place? That is why I do not have the mood to do anything?
Anyway, I am sorry, my dear blog. I will try to take control over my feelings and try not to feel sad to be stucked here. Then I will be able to write more new posts from time to time. =)
Well, maybe I am able to write again, today because there are only 7 days left and I will be back home for a short break. I really miss home and wish that I will be home real soon. However, I feel scared and worried at the same time because I will have to wait for 2 months before the next round going home. Sigh ! How am I gonna stand being here for 2 months. I am scared that I will go crazy. But what to do? I guess I have to accept this fact and try to survive through the 2 months.
Go, Pei Yen, go !!! I will try my best to get through the following period. I will just focus on my 4 months holiday after finals. Hopefully this will give me courage and strength to put through it.

Thursday, December 23, 2010

Who am I


Who am I?

That the Lord of all the earth,

Would care to know my name,

Would care to feel my hurt.

Who am I?

That the bright and morning star,

Would choose to light the way,

For my ever wondering heart.


Not because of who I am.

But because of what you've done.

Not because of what I've done.

But because of who you are.


I am a flower quickly fading,

Here today and gone tomorrow.

A wave tossed in the ocean,

A vapor in the wind.

Still you hear me when I'm calling,

Lord you catch me when I'm falling,

And you told me who I am.

I am yours.

I am yours.


Who am I?

That the eyes that see my sin,

Would look on me with love,

And watch me rise again.

Who am I?

That the voice that calm the sea,

Would call out through the rain,

And calm the storm in me.


Not because of who I am.

But because of what you've done.

Not because of what I've done.

But because of who you are.


I am a flower quickly fading,

Here today and gone tomorrow.

A wave tossed in the ocean,

A vapor in the wind.

Still you hear me when I'm calling,

Lord you catch me when I'm falling,

And you told me who I am.

I am yours.


Not because of who I am.

But because of what you've done.

Not because of what I've done.

But because of who you are.


I am a flower quickly fading,

Here today and gone tomorrow.

A wave tossed in the ocean,

A vapor in the wind.

Still you hear me when I'm calling,

Lord you catch me when I'm falling,

You told me who I am.

I am yours.

I am yours.


Whom shall I fear?

Whom shall I fear?

'Cuz I am yours.

I am yours.

Friday, December 10, 2010

Not Again ???

Tuesday (7th December 2010) was Awal Muharram. So it was a public holiday and mommy decided to take me to 1U again to shop. Lucky me.

Wonderful christmas decorations in 1U



Me


My dearest mommy


However, unlucky me because once again my sandals spoiled during shopping. Yes, that's right. I experienced this quite a number of times. There was once it happened when I was travelling and there was also once where both sides of my sport shoes, left and right spoiled during a camp.

Well, this time around, I could not walk properly although only one side of my sandals has spoiled. Therefore I had to go to the nearest shoewear store to get a new pair of sandals. That day I was in Padini Concept Store at that time. So I was very lucky to have Nose located next door.

The spoiled right-side sandal

So I get this pair of sandals.

I kinda like my new sandals - they are pink in colour :)

Hopefully, this will not happen again in the future. Or maybe I should seriously consider putting an extra pair of slippers in my handbag whenever I go out the next time in case if well, you know what. =)

Monday, December 6, 2010

Christmas is in the Air

Yesterday, mommy and I went to Mid Valley Megamall to get some things.


There were a lot of people in the mall and it was full with beautiful christmas decorations all over. There were teddy bears, snow men, nutcrackers, christmas trees and ... People were busy taking photographs here and there.

Beautiful christmas decorations in the mall
Big teddy bear holding a ginger breadman

Giant teddy bear

Of course, we too, took some photographs. However, mommy's photography skill was not really good. The photographs she took were quite blur. Maybe she shook her hands while taking the photographs. I guess I should consider upgrading my camera to solve this "shaking" problem (anyway, I was not using my camera yesterday. photographs were taken using my phone's camera though).

Me with the big donkey~ hee haa


My mommy

Me with the giant teddy bear

I can really feel that christmas is coming soon. I feel happy to hear christmas songs and to celebrate christmas. But at the same time, I do not want christmas to come so soon either because if christmas is here, that means it is time for me to go back to Kelantan.

Anyway, christmas is in the air !!!

Well, I managed to get a schoolbag from Metrojaya and a moisturiser from Skin Food. So I guess my catch for yesterday was not too bad though.

My new schoolbag from Body Glove

Lettuce and cucumber emulsion with free samples of black raspberry emulsion and aloe moisture ampoule

Saturday, December 4, 2010

I Just Love Shopping

Thursday, Jamie and I went to Berjaya Times Square in KL for shopping.


My dad dropped me off at Paramount's LRT station and I took LRT to KL Central to meet up with Jamie. I received her sms ard 10am stating that she has reached KL Central and asking me where to meet. I had a shock because I remember of meeting up at 10.30am. So I ended up reaching KL central around 10.30am and poor Jamie waited for me for around half an hour. Sorry, Jamie. I guess it was miscommunication; and it is better if we confirm the time again one day before for the following events in the future.

Me with the turkey breast sandwich from Subway


We had lunch at Subway before starting our shopping spree. However, we had problems searching for the location of the shop. We searched high and low, and spent quite some time figuring out where was Subway. Fortunately, we managed to snap some pictures with the beautiful christmas decorations in Times Square. So I guess it was not really that bad though we faced difficulties in locating Subway as this gave us an opportunity to have a photo-taking session.





The hunt on that day was quite good. I managed to buy 4 hairclips, 2 dresses and a handbag in less than 4 hours time.

4 - 1 Hairclips (another one is with my girlie, Yiu Yiu)


A white halter neck dress for CNY


My greyish overalls, reminds me of my childhood clothings


The cream coloured handbag with a big ribbon and a small doggie

In conclusion, I guess I really love shopping because I feel so happy and relax when I shop(except that I was in dilemma when trying to figure out which style and colour of the overalls to buy).

Anyway, I just love shopping !!! =)