Finding myself

Finding myself
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Monday, November 29, 2010

So Near Yet So Far

I have been having this allergy problems for quite some time now. It is just that I did not know what am I allergy to. The allergy can be quite bad at times. My lips will swell, I will feel very itchy and painful; and they will get so red as if I put on lipsticks.
So I finally went to a skin specialist last Saturday since I am back in PJ. I was shocked when the doctor told me that I am most probably allergy to seafood. So he told me not to take seafood, not even anchovies for one week besides having to take some allergy and antibiotic medicines; and applying some medicinal cream on the lips.
I asked him will the allergy go away once and for all. And the answer I got was, "No, it will not go away. It is for life, and it will be on and off. So try to avoid taking seafood such as prawns and certain types of fishes." I was like, "Oh no ! Seriously?"
Yesterday, I went shopping with my mom at 1U. I wanted to eat Japanese food so much. So we went to Pasta Zanmai and had a look at the menu. Almost each and every dish contains seafood. So we decided to have lunch at Dave Deli instead. I was just outside the shop but I did not eat Japanese food.
It was so near yet so far. I hope this one week will pass soon. And by then, I can enjoy my Japanese food.

Thursday, November 25, 2010

Flight Delayed !!! Unfortunate or ...

This is my first time blogging in the airport. Well, I should be on the airplane at this time and almost touching down if only the flight was not delayed. How unlucky am I. The flight was scheduled at 10.15pm. So my friend and I decided to go to the airport at 7.30pm to have dinner and wait for the flight there. But we were told that the flight has been delayed to 11.30pm through sms. Not long after, a third sms was received and we were told that the flight was again delayed to 12.05am. Sigh.... So we ended up staying in the aiport for around 3 hours now since we arrived at around 8pm.

So am I unfortunate or what ??? Well, this is kind of wasting my time because I should be meeting my dearest family some time now if only... But this also gives me an opportunity to spend some time in the airport, and since I do not have anything to do, I decided to blog.
Well, finally !!! My final exam ended today and I am happy to go home. 4 weeks of holiday means getting enough rest and recharging my battery by gaining enough sleep, participating in drama marathons, eating nice home-cooked food, hitting the malls and cinemas...
I will try to enjoy myself till the max !!! KL, see you in 1 1/2 hours time... Mommy, can't wait to eat the food you bought for me at pasar malam earlier on... :)

Tuesday, November 16, 2010

Can't Wait to Go Back

I was talking to my brother on msn. I asked him when is he going back home and he answered me "CNY". I was like, "Oh my, CNY?" He is studying in Kampar, just a 2-hours drive away from home. Yet, he does not go home often. If it is me, I think I will be going home every 2 weeks. Haha.

My brother also promised me that he is going to prepare me some food that he learned. Wow, he said what "Ham, cheese mixed with chicken, and then covered with egg, and put into satay sticks. Later, deep-fried and then put into the microwave oven." Mmmm... Sounds so nice. I think he is so enthusiasted to cook and bake because mommy got a new oven. The new oven is so big and great. Maybe that is why I am also tempted to bake. Haha..

I counted. Still got 9 more nights and then I will be back home. I can't wait to go home. I miss everything back in KL. I miss my mom's cooking, my family, my bed, all my beautiful clothings and ....... Basically everything back there.

KL, wait for me. I will be back soon.
Shopping malls, wait for me. I am going to shop until I drop.
Japanese food, wait for me. I set my target of eating 5 times of Japanese food this time. (Haha, the last time I went back, I ate 11 times of Japanese food during the May and June break.) ^_^

Friday, November 5, 2010

The Road

There are times when we feel weak. What we need to do is to keep ourselves in one piece and to keep fighting. Have faith that we are strong enough to fight. Have faith that God is looking after us. He will be there for us and take care of everything. We just have to play our roles and try our very best. And, things will be in their right places.

The roads in life are not smooth and easy. What matters is we must be willing to and to have the courage to take the first step. The first step is always the hardest but we will realize that the roads are not that rocky after all. Just keep walking and what has to be done will be done.

Come on, Pei Yen. You can do this. You are strong enough. Just believe in yourself.